I Am Drowning
A person craves to be with someone or do something, but his circumstances may not permit it. Hence, the anguish, the longing, the craving. We all have that moment when the calling gets too strong.
I'm drowning in the quicksand of life. Quagmire of existance Pulling me back as I strive, To break free, Making my life full of strife. Every waking hour I hear your call from your bower, Every nerve in my body, Reach out to be with you, As the strings of my heart resonate with your melody. As I step forward towards you, My arms extended, My eyes excited, My heart fluttering, The chains of my existence hold me back. My brain reminds me of Unfinished duties, yet not completed, Promises, yet not fulfilled, Places, yet not visited, Obligations, yet not met. Demands of existence Keep me away from you. The more I want to break free, I get entangled anew. I cry I pine to be with you, Yet I don't want, As a man escaped from life. But he who conquered all the strife.
If you wish to support the newsletter, consider opting for a paid membership or buying me a coffee!
This poem really resonated with me especially with my higher exams coming up. The way it talks about balancing responsibilities and desires feels so relatable. It reminds me of Nietzsche’s idea that “he who has a why to live can bear any how.” Even when things get tough, having a purpose makes it easier to push through. It’s like a little piece of support during all the stress. Thank you for putting this feeling into words👏🏻
Yes, we have all felt that calling when we covet something...be it an education, a job, relationship, car. Nice poem